

Had I known what I know now, and that is, there’s no getting over 314 and his PSYCHO ex was going to run a smear campaign on me after she found out, would I still have chosen to fuck 314 back in 2018? This is what I ask myself every time this song starts playing now. The answer is yes. Why? I had secretly been crushing on 314 since we first met almost a decade before we slept together. I’m glad I’m not going to spend my life wondering “what if?” Besides, thanks to sleeping with 314, I actually know what true love feels like. Most people will never know. Most people experience love, but the majority of humans never experience true love and I wouldn’t have realized I was head over heels in love with 314 had he never ghosted. It’s only because he ghosted and I’m still in love with him that I realized this love is different than any other love I’ve experienced with other people. 314 is the only one that I can’t get over. “All the things I know right now If I only knew back then, there's no gettin' over No gettin' over, there's just no gettin' over you Wish I could spin my world into reverse Just to have you back again, there's no gettin' over There's no gettin' over, there's just no getting over you No no Bring it back Hey hey, I can't forget you, baby I think about you e'e'y day I tried to masqurade the pain That's why I'm next to the booth D-d-d-dancing to the groove But-but there is no- There is no- Just no gettin' over you”